Letter

I was going to write you a letter
Explaining how I felt about you
Until I realized you hit women
I dont care what the excuse

I was going to write a letter
Expressing what you mean to me
But now I’m scared of everything
And I don’t understand what makes you so fucking mean

I was going to write you a letter
About how when time passes you’re all I think about
When I don’t understand what space means
And you’re all I dream about

About how my feelings have developed
And loving you unconditionally is a life’s choice
How I want you to be ecstatic
You hitting women is when I raise my voice

About how I don’t want you unhappy
And how you deserve the world
And if I’m not the one for you
You will find you another girl

Everyone needs someone to have that mutual attraction with
And I honestly don’t know where to start
And I wish it was me
That stayed forever in your heart

How I live for you
How I love you
How you are my world and my soul

Until I was going to write you a letter
You hitting women is getting old

Published by Heather Dodson-Frazier

Hello Readers, My name is Heather. My birthday is in November making me a Scorpio. I am currently serving active duty in the army. I love animals, I love cooking, and I love to write. I fall in love easily, and even if it doesn’t work out I always leave an impact on the person I fell in love for. I see the good in everyone which can be a good and bad thing. I have decided to create this blog to share my thoughts with the world. This blog is named ChaoticMinds because that describes me perfectly. My mind is always all over the place. I am a very emotional being and I express the way I feel through writing. This blog is going to be very personal. I am forcing myself out of my comfort zone, and sharing my ChaoticMind with you guys so that anyone who can relate can see that they are not alone. I would like to mention, that although this blog is going to be personal, please realize that it is writing. Some things will not be real. When I say personal, I love to mix my reality with my mind. The blogs that you will read will have my reality mixed with thoughts that I feel sound good in writing. My thoughts are always all over the place, my sentence structure will not be correct, my grammar will be all wrong, I may use too many commas or have run on sentences. The way my mind works is the way I write. (Although, I do a lot better when I have professional writing that needs to be done.) Most of the blogs that I will post will be relateable. My goal is to allow others that have experienced similar situations in life to realize that there is someone out in this world that understands them. If you plan on allowing children on my blog, please monitor what they read. A lot of things will be sexual and dark. Being that I am a Scorpio, those are two of my main qualities. Feel free to contact me with topics that you would love for me to discuss. I will love for this blog to be interactive. You can ask me any questions that you like, and I promise in return to be as honest as possible. I have recently added a new page about my natural hair and have plans on adding my weight loss journey. This is going to wrapped around a lot of things. Please enjoy and SHARE SHARE SHARE! -Heather

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